일요일, 6월 01, 2008
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Listening to: 강찬 [섬김]This song is actually from eunjun's cyworld and it kinda grew on me after hearing it for a few times. Quite nice.
Hmm.
Kiwon오빠 finally left for korea on friday night. My first ever korean friend.
잘 가요.. 오빠. 다 해주셔서 고마워요..
나중에.. 나중에 우리 다시 만날 때까지 내가 꼭 열심히 하니까 그 때 좋은 모습이 보여줄 수 있을까요?
행복해요.. 영원히.
It suddenly occurred to me that next time maybe i will be seeing eunjun leave too. I would love to have more foreign friends but watching them leave is.. quite another thing.
Simply put, the feeling sux.
But i know. Nobody is indispensable in this world. Aint that the case?
Been thinking about my character these few days. Maybe its really time for me to grow up and face the world. The thought is tiring and if there was an alternative, i wouldnt even contemplate it. Yet, its high time i do something about myself.
Anyway on a lighter note, will be leaving for perth on tuesday and only back again on sunday. Reality is a hard slap across the face once you come to acknowledge it, and i would gladly leave for a few days just to avoid it.
I admit, i am a coward.
The world isnt going the way i want it to, and i just want to whine. But when incessant whining fails to produce any results in the long run, maybe i should turn to something more constructive.
난 떠날 사람이다.
내 마음 끝까지 뭘 찾고 있는것 같네..
어떻게 된거예요?
약한 사람이 되기 원하지 않을래요..
또 울어버렸다.. @ 3:46 PM